What if I said them to myself?
I am here for you.
I will not let you down.
I am sorry you’re hurting so much.
Even though, sometimes you go way off track, I completely understand.
I love you for everything that you are and everything you’ve been through.
You are amazing.
Nothing that you ever do or say could take that away.
You light up my heart and I breathe into it real deep.
Sometimes you get off track and I accept that.
You make mistakes because to err is human.
We can get through this together.
It’s normal to sometimes be really, really, really sad.
I see you.
It’s okay to be joyful too. I wish that for you.
I will wait here, with you, for as long as it takes.
I was with you when you were born.
I will be with you forever.
I will not abandon you, no matter what.
The worst is over, sweetheart.
This will not stay the same. Whatever it is, it will change.
The sun is waiting for us on the other side.
Keep breathing my love. Let us breathe together, nice and slow.
You may not believe me but none of this is your fault.
Come on darling, let’ have something nice to eat.
You don’t have to get out of bed today if you don’t want to.
Whatever happens, we’ll stick together.
Maybe some of the best days of our lives are yet to come.
You deserve all the blessings that there are.
You may be messy but at the centre of it all, you are always, amazing.
January 2025